making a living out of the office

Running numbers this morning HAVE to...have to figure a way to get the farm paid off so I'm not doing 17 hour days. Goes back to asking for grants from individuals...people here?? Art sales...true art, the charcoals at retail price may do it. donations even small from as many people as get on here a day would pay it off. Our goal is to be self sufficient and produce GOOD food... without chemicals...not genetically modified... GOOD beef.... GOOD eggs from chickens not crammed in teeny cages. But we need, need to not have to be gone 12-14 hours a day at work...and then do the farm. We need grants somewhere or donations to get us out of the j.o.b.s.